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SOME THOUGHTS ON MY LIFE AS AN ARTIST
Growing up has been but a series of preoccupations
I never had any lack of confidence in my ability
to draw. As just another way to express myself, it started out
as a way to occupy idle time. My first exhibition was of drawings at age eleven.
I studied philosophy and psychology and found I was able to re-organize and
develop my thinking which in
turn opened up the parameters of my world even further.
My return, after university, if it is a return
to painting, is a return to mystery in the sense that losing myself in
the work takes me places as much as I take it. Not knowing any limits, while
searching for a way to express
myself through painting, I experimented and through trial and error, pushed
back the boundaries of what could
be done with the medium. Finding traditional watercolour methods which reduce
everything to a series of
washes confining of my need for continuous progression/growth, it dawned on
me to reverse the process so
that I invent new techniques to express what I see and feel is there, painting
it the way we found it and it
found us.
This is not to say there is anything wrong with
traditional watercolours methods, rather more of a statement
about my expectation of what a finished work looks and feels like and working
my way – which is the only way
I know how – I can express what I have to get out. It is an open ended
process in so far that each new work
presents new problems needing their own resolutions. Much like reinventing the
wheel each time, we come to
each idea not knowing exactly what and how we will work it through, which joyfully,
is much like walking a
tightrope. This gives me the edge I so desperately need; all focus is on losing
myself in the process; by
maintaining open-mindedness, willingness, and calmness, I in effect open myself
up as a channel. Being able
to let go comes through in the painting and is what gives it it’s intensity,
liveliness, energy…..
The uniqueness and sensibility that the paintings
have, evolves as the elements of the work are continuously
rethought, adjusted, refined, worked reworked re invented/rediscovered anew,
to continue to express what is a
continuing, growing love I have for Wendy, and the ever changing relationships
with growing adjustment not
only to myself, to the world around me, to the ever everyone in our life. Any
realism in the work has more to do
with an attitude than with a style.
The emphasis is on the process of discovery –
of creative interpretation of some aspect of the world – being
coupled with a second process of inventive-ness – the personal expression
of what is discovered.
Painting is a spiritual process connecting me to the world.
Wendy is an inextricably interwoven part of that
process. Not only can she paint, she is integral to the process,
in that we both go out and explore together, putting together our ideas, working
them through together;
assembling, discussing, pushing and pulling and reinforcing each other in envisioning
what is before us into
something we can express through paint to share with the world. The paintings
are the realization of both of
us.
We both have a similar eye, feel, understanding
and love for nature and the natural, and the civilized places
in-between all of which we lose ourselves in and paint. Again the energy in
the work is an expression, a
confirmation and reaffirmation of the love we have for each other.
Armed with this encouragement and our growing
belief in ourselves, we continue to explore our backyard,
having spent three separate Decembers wandering through Paris.
Our efforts in Ontario have allowed us to develop
our ability to isolate what we feel is the essence of a subject,
and to work out a new way to present that aspect of it which both expresses
and represents the whole. For us
the paintings express the most essential qualities of the experience portrayed
I find light irresistable.
My spirits soar on a sunny day.
I can sit by the water’s edge for days and not feel the need to move.
Heat and humidity allow me to lose my physical
edges – subzero temperatures merely outline where I end
and the rest of the world begins.
We paint light, atmosphere, the transparency of
water. We think of the work as neo or contemporary
impressionism.
We paint the heat and humidity, which support
all those strong and crazy colours that make up the
Tropics – the Caribbean…and winter, well snow is just water that”s
froze. Winter is a blanket of white and blue
contours of the countryside held seamlessly together
The joyful and continuous response to the paintings
by others, not only gives us contemporality, but also lets
us know we are not alone in how we feel about the world. In 1989 – it
seems so long ago now – we escaped
Ontario for the first time ever; our toes touching the eastern seaboard we fell
hopelessly in love with the
ocean. How uppermost simple – the blue of the sky and the blue of the
water divided by a mere horizon line.
We immediately sold our souls to the keeper of the seas in exchange for the
promise to continue to be able to
return. We’re easy. Every time we go back we find it has an ever expanding
grip on us
In 1990 we crossed the big pond for the first
time and bathed in the buttermilk skies of Paris in December.
Sketching our way through the Dordogne we came back next summer to lose ourselves
in the waterside life in
Venice, exploring the sea and air and light as it continued to work its magic
on the city over the centuries.
Continuing to explore Europe, we pursue our natural
inclination for the hot tropics – developing our personal
vision of the islands by exploring the relationships of heat and humidity to
the strong colours found there
What began as an exploration of light and form
in our own backyard some 30 years ago, has developed, for
us into an ability to capture, share and express our experience / the essential
feel of a place no matter where
it is in the world